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From: aeq@pucc-h (Jeff Sargent)
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Subject: Re: extra spur
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Date: Thu, 27-Dec-84 14:33:29 EST
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Posted: Thu Dec 27 14:33:29 1984
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From Sunny Kirsten (sun!sunny):

>If you want to be accepted, be yourself rather than putting on a "pretty face".
>That way, the people you meet will get to know and like YOU, so that you don't
>have to keep putting up an unnatural face which leads you to resent having to
>"put up nice fronts [] all the time".

But myself isn't all that nice.  I have a very difficult time taking the
initiative in being warm, loving, and accepting.  I am envious of all these
people who didn't get messed up by a wretched childhood and scared of those
who did (since they have a tendency, even as I, to carry wands of drain life
with which they zap everyone around them); thus I dislike most of the human
race; those who met me on my trip in October and who thought I was a reasonably
nice guy were fooled by an act so well-rehearsed that I even believed it
myself.  Don't bother following this up; I am aware of the problem now
(obviously) and working on it; but the fact is that without a disguise, I am
at present awfully difficult to accept.

-- 
-- Jeff Sargent
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Jesus has creched the devil's system.