From: utzoo!decvax!harpo!ihnp4!ixlpc!mhauck Newsgroups: net.suicide Title: Bad memories Article-I.D.: ixlpc.231 Posted: Thu Jan 27 10:33:59 1983 Received: Sun Jan 30 09:28:41 1983 Reply-To: mhauck@ixlpc.UUCP (M.J.Hauck) I post this here because it doesn't belong in net.poems. I'm diabetic and hurting right now and needed to release the pain I have felt for a long time. I'm a poetic and writer at heart so it is my way of releasing the emontions pent up inside of me. This is no apology just a statement of fact. Memories These memories are sad Pain seems to stay more then happiness I remember hot water and hurt Cut fingers being sewed together Car colliding and time and teeth lost Pain of body and mind for all days Released now forever the cruelty of growing up Being laughed at and rediculed Being slapped and hit for fun. No friends, alone but not alone. Echos of the taunts follow me And now with the problems of living a full free life no more can I live as I did Sweetness is more emeny I have be hurt again by my body What good is life this way? Mary Hauck 1/28/83 What a way to begin the new year.